so much on my mind
i just took a really long shower/bath and relaxed my mind. Im thinking so much about the things going on. im really excited for the fest. But i have so much going on right now on a personal note im in some serious stuff and my income and take care of it. I hate being really poor and cant find a decent job nothing. I feel like life sucks so hard right now its hard to live it. I have no idea what to do. Im so confused and lost right now. maryjane can take thepain away but not the problems. Uhh i really hate feeling like this.