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FFF Fest gave me cancer!
but i still love it. i don't think i'll be able to make it out this year, which sucks because at the end of the fest last year i decided i was coming this year. right now i'm too weak to stand and walk and drink for hours on end. i really noticed the first symptom the sunday morning of FFF Fest last year. i got up of my friend's living room floor and noticed my chest was itchy. i figured a bug bit me (he owns a dog). i stole a shower and we were on our way to FFF sunday. the rash grew and never went away. months later i cant breath very well and doctors tell me the rash is my body fighting cancer. turns out i have pancreatic cancer. so. i'm not working right now so i cant afford tickets when FUN1 happens. the only way i might go is if i guess the right bands and win tickets. or if my body wants to be nice and get better so's i can get my job back. but i haven't been very nice to it, so i don't think that's gonna happen.
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On Wed, Jun 15, 2011 at 11:38 AM, courtney cutthroat said:
definitely hope things turn around for you, dude. and judging by your comments maybe you will be able to get in after all! good luck.
On Fri, Jun 3, 2011 at 2:02 PM, topper said:
totally. thanks. where to?
tom
On Fri, Jun 3, 2011 at 9:37 AM, Moody said:
Dude. Send us proof and you are in. Feel better soon.
xo
FFF
On Sun, May 29, 2011 at 7:41 PM, topper said:
hey, thanks everyone. i'm definitely shooting for this year, but if not there's always next year.
On Sun, May 29, 2011 at 10:17 AM, Mista PP said:
We're pulling for ya, Topper! Hope things work out where you can make it down this year! If not, there will certainly be next year!
On Thu, May 26, 2011 at 11:17 AM, BonnieBlowtorch said:
I think FFFFest should make some allowances for medical hardships. Seriously. Especially considering, people have legitimate reasons and aren't promised tomorrow. I'm sure you'd have people lining up to push yo around from band to band, once your girl got tired from pushing you, myself included. Have you considered writing the FFF Gods about your situation? Maybe get a money pool goig for the cause? Sending you MEGA healings vibes!
On Mon, May 23, 2011 at 2:47 PM, topper said:
thanks, cassie. i'm lucky to have so many friends and family around for support. whether to get to the hospital or just a chat, i can count on the people around me to help me through this thing. especially my girlfriend. she's been right next to me since we found out what was bothering me. i don't know if i'll be up to fff this year. i might be better by then, but i'm afraid i'll be weak from chemo and broke from not working. we'll just see, i guess. we'll keep in touch, though, just in case we all decide to go and rip it up. sorry to read you're not feeling well. i hope it's not serious.
On Sun, May 22, 2011 at 11:56 AM, Cassie said:
Damn, it's really hard to value health until it's waning right? I can't say if I'm going through the same thing as you or not, because I haven't found out what's wrong with me yet. I'm really sorry you're having to go through this! I'm wondering if I'll make it to fff '11 too. It's one of those things I look forward to all year. I'm from right around you, McAllen, which is pretty coincidental. If you wanted to catch a ride, I'm pretty sure we have an extra seat, although you'd have to sit by my 2 year old. I'm not sure if you have a lot of support, but if you want, you've got a friend in McAllen.
On Fri, May 20, 2011 at 5:11 PM, topper said:
thanks for your hope of getting better. it may be workin'. saw the oncologist today and he says i'm getting better and i may hit remission in 6 months. i think too late for fff fest but not too late for everything after. here's to hope and modern medicine. thanks again.
On Fri, May 20, 2011 at 7:35 AM, rachelrachellehcarlehcar said:
this was way heavy and kind of made me choke up a bit. I'm really sorry you're going through this hard time. it just makes me realize how short and precious life is because one minute you can be boozin' it up partying at funfunfunfest and then bam! you're sick. hope you get bettterrrssss xoxo
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